just a girl who likes pretty things, interesting stories, and wonderful people.
big interview coming up, and i haven't prepared. i'm procrastinating because i think part of me is too chicken to show up. a little of it is because i'm afraid i won't look right, even though, of course, interviews aren't all about appearance.
logic dictates that if i am afraid of how i will look and cannot control that, i should take control of what little i can and yet, i still keep escaping... waiting... and i suppose one might say i'm setting myself up for failure.
because i'm watching my new DVDs of Lois & Clark, i just remembered this long lost fantasy i had when i was a kid about owning or renting a small apartment in the city, working there, and falling in love there. these days i'm stuck at home with my parents in a respectable suburb, yes, but.. i can't help but wonder -- why didn't my dream come true?
i bought myself a dvd box set of all the episodes of lois & clark yesterday. it was a completely impulsive buy, but i don't regret it one bit. i'm so excited to get it but the dealers said that it won't arrive until after holy week. and here i was hoping i could marathon-watch it then. 
still, i'm so happy to be getting it at all. this show made me really, really happy back in the day, and i'm just really, really happy right now.
copy of the receipt below. until i get my dvds, this piece of paper will be under lock and key. lol.
i've recently taken to reading fan fiction about Superman and the show Lois & Clark and my crush on Dean Cain, the L&C has returned.
i'm really inspired right now to write a novel, thanks to him. wish me luck! a lot of the time i get these great ideas but i fail to follow through with executing them. i am going to stick with what i know though, and i hope it produces something good. 
